Well, here I am again writing. It’s been awhile. I am writing to get some things off my mind for now, or maybe perhaps find an answer to something that is very dangerous for me…boredom.
For the past few weeks I have been felling this off kind of feeling that makes me feel distant to others. I don’t know if I am bored or what, but it’s never a good thing to get me bored, who knows what I might do? In my boredom, I have already changed the underwater display for my sim, as well as changed the shopping areas. … and all because I was bored out of my mind.
I thought perhaps it was because I was doing the same thing over and over again, so I decided to play on a role playing sim for some time; however I am starting to feel it again the boredom setting in. I hate when that feeling comes over me, I feel like I want to just blow shit up or something. I stopped going to the RP sim for now anyway, but still thinking about something else to do.
Another problem that I am having is that .. I am not feeling close to those that were close to me before. I think because I barely see them and also I’m just bored so everything is troublesome to me at the moment.
Bored or Confused?
Well, here I am again writing. It’s been awhile. I am writing to get some things off my mind for now, or maybe perhaps find an answer to something that is very dangerous for me…boredom.
For the past few weeks I have been felling this off kind of feeling that makes me feel distant to others. I don’t know if I am bored or what, but it’s never a good thing to get me bored, who knows what I might do? In my boredom, I have already changed the underwater display for my sim, as well as changed the shopping areas. … and all because I was bored out of my mind.
I thought perhaps it was because I was doing the same thing over and over again, so I decided to play on a role playing sim for some time; however I am starting to feel it again the boredom setting in. I hate when that feeling comes over me, I feel like I want to just blow shit up or something. I stopped going to the RP sim for now anyway, but still thinking about something else to do.
Another problem that I am having is that .. I am not feeling close to those that were close to me before. I think because I barely see them and also I’m just bored so everything is troublesome to me at the moment.
Who knows what will happen. ..
~ by Hechicero on Tuesday, 2008 September 30.
Posted in H. Blanco's Personal Comments.