WHO AM I?

I have been thinking lately about many things, and have spoke with many about those things. I have plenty to ask myself, as I don’t have the answers. Am I still me or have I become a shadow of my former self? When does all of this end? And when do I awaken from all of this?
Sometimes I wonder if I have allowed trust to blind me. By being blind have I totally lost control over everything? I just don’t know right now. I want to so much to say to hell with everything and create a land that is calm and peaceful. No battle, no drama, no complaints no nothing but quiet times, relaxing environment and plenty of scuba diving and such.
When I make this wonderful new land, do I share with friends, open to the public so they too can enjoy such beauty that is to come? I don’t know, as they both bring with them a whole lot of baggage such as DRAMA. I’m thinking if I wanted to be around so much drama, I would turn on the Hallmark channel on my TV or would have become a drama star myself.
I don’t have the answers for the above questions, and even more so for the question of “Who am I?”

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